August 31, 2001

The End and the Beginning

The serenity of this moment scares me. It is over, I am home, I am leaving early tomorrow morning. And I'm not crying. I'm not desperate. I'm oddly... calm.

And everybody else is a mess.

Will I love him in a week? In a month? In two, in four?

I don't know.

But I loved him tonight.

astera at late

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