October 15, 2001
Take my Breath Away
I am going to go crazy. Literally-bananas-nutty-mad-hatted crazy.
So Ryan's mom calls me at work today. Because Ryan called her yesterday. Asking her to ask me if I would come to his graduation. That he would pay for the ticket and everything.
I am so not worthy of this boy. Not worthy at all.
But I am going to see him. And not because I cry with the pain of needing him, but because it suddenly seems like he needs me.
astera at 10:00 p.m.